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toothpaste

toothpaste

RIGHT TO DIE
Jan 29, 2026
5
No seriously. I no longer have access to any sort of blades or knives. I'm at a point where I need to cut or I'll jump in front of the train tracks near school.

So, what do you use instead of blades?
 
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yourlocalprotist

A-B-C-D-E-F-U-C-K-I-C-E
Jan 29, 2026
3
When I was in the psychiatric ward, I would cut myself with broken plastic lids and put salt on the wounds. It is hard to break the skin this way, but it got me through some of the hardest weeks of my life.
 
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Vombie12

Vombie12

I wanna sleep
Jan 23, 2026
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Thumbtacks/pins. You just gotta go down on your arm a bit hard but it works and draws some blood and leaves faint lines but wont cause huge gashes so ppl also wont notice probably. If u want more pain just put handsanitizer on them right after
 
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toothpaste

toothpaste

RIGHT TO DIE
Jan 29, 2026
5
Thumbtacks/pins. You just gotta go down on your arm a bit hard but it works and draws some blood and leaves faint lines but wont cause huge gashes so ppl also wont notice probably. If u want more pain just put handsanitizer on them right after
genius. idk why i didnt think of that
When I was in the psychiatric ward, I would cut myself with broken plastic lids and put salt on the wounds. It is hard to break the skin this way, but it got me through some of the hardest weeks of my life.
good to hear you got through tough times <3
 
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black_iris

black_iris

hiraeth
Jan 30, 2026
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i was never really a cutter, i used to burn my skin with hair curling irons because of no blood and it would cause blisters that i could pop. still left scars though. maybe if you have access to keys. also breaking a picture frame/lightbulb/etc to get glass to cut. or those mail letters the have really sharp corners. or you could grow out ur nails and scratch. also erasers can work if you rub them repeatedly but they can leave nasty scars and it hurts more than cutting so i wouldnt recommend it. put rubbing alcohol on the wounds after for an additional sting and also to clean them so you dont get infections.

i hope you get through this!
 
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