How do woman find carotid

[zen]

I am new here...i've read its quite painless.been looking for methods from years.i have long scarves/muflers.how do i use them?i read about night night method but didnt understand how do i tie knots.i dont have ratchet,duct tape,cornbags...what household items can i use.i have 25 benzos for sleeping problems.please explain in easy language(english not my first language).if i pass out,would i die overnight...i live with family.
Thank you

 

[Ch92921]

 

[zen]

Also i am little overweight.would benzos help me overcoming survivor instinct...please tell how to tie knots fast?

 

[Ch92921]

medikaments can't DESTROY survival instinct by medicaments.
your brain, your subciousness decides if time is ready for suicide.

 

[zen]

medikaments can't DESTROY survival instinct by medicaments.
your brain, your subciousness decides if time is ready for suicide.

If "time" is ready??...sounds like we dont control time..something else does..:(...

 

[Ch92921]

correct
if suicide is not possible this means your emotional part of the brain calculates the information in such way, the the scale is more on life side than suicide/death suicide
its not easy to suicide but I think if your are really suffering emotionally I guess there is a way out.