how do u afford life

[louboutinsuicide]

im
being left by a person who was taking care of everything for me. he lifted me out of the mentality that i have to sell myself again to afford stress free living.

i will have to take care of 1000 rent and 100 pills and i want to learn to drive and i want to settle 3k in debt from college. not to mention bad bulimic habit. i'm aiming at jobs that pay 15-16 an hour. 2400 a month if im actually able to survive agonizing 40 hour work week. what the FUCK?! how do people do this. how am i expected to not try for easy 400/hr sw again. my bf makes minimum 1.5k a week. and he's leaving. what the fuck is going on

 

[EmptyBottle]

Hopefully the bulimia can be sorted... I watched an intervention show where someone had bulimia, did sw, and after the intervention stopped both.

Ideas (hope they help but idk how helpful they can be):

• There are FIFO (fly in fly out) jobs that pay well, and other jobs that pay more reasonable wages... tho I've not done much job searching yet.
• If one has family that feels ok to return to, one can try moving back in with them (as for me, I've not moved out yet)
• (Oops, just read other posts and realise that this is less likely to apply): If one is on pills that feel undesirable (vs on pills that help) one may also be able to contact their doctor for a tapering off plan. (while I'm not on any long term medication at time of post, I can't guarantee that won't change)

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