Help How do people eventually commit suicide?

[ineedtogetout]

I am so jealous in people actually done it i tried litearlly dozens of times but i am never able to actually go through it while my suffering in this heillish holocaust existance only gets worsier with time it only increases my desperation where i am trapped here because of my nazi demon survival instinct that keeps me inside a boiling fire my biggest dream is to not exist anymore in this heillish demonic world

 

[Useless Idiot]

I am feeling in the exact same way. I am jealous of the people who have done it too. I am jealous of anyone who has died. My situation is getting worse too. Theres too much of shame and pain, and theres no way out. Yet my fear and si will never let me go through it. I know I have to go through with it but I can't ever find the courage. I hate myself so much..

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as I also and only envy those who no longer suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be free from the terrible torture and suffering of existing, I just want to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.