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sorrydiceroll

sorrydiceroll

Quiet and Falling
Nov 12, 2020
16
I don't think I'm going to make it. I don't have any friends in real life, but I want to say goodbye to my online friends and thank them for trying to help me. It would be cool to travel and see some of them before I go, but given the context I think I would just end up traumatizing them more. Is it best to go silently into the night? If not, what should I say to them that makes my departure hurt least?
 
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Experienced
Mar 5, 2022
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This is something I've been thinking about and I ended up finding a website where you can send scheduled e-mails. Maybe something like that would work. When I go, I just plan to post a letter and disappear.
 
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Masada

Masada

Something sinister to it.
Mar 7, 2022
12
I am also running into this problem.
I want my friends to know what has happened to me and I have a few letters for some of them along with a default letter for anyone curious.
I guess the problem is I want to communicate to the people I care about but I also don't want them to stop me.
I already plan on being at a location nobody knows but is populated so I will be found in a couple days.
I think I am going to try and get a few more email addresses and do the scheduled emails like suicidol suggested.

I have also thought about visiting online friends but I think it would just make it more painful for them if I met them and then CTB. You know your situation and friends better so the experience might be different for you.
Wishing you luck with whatever you do!
 
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