How do I overcome the fear of death?

[VoidBlessed]

I failed yet another attempt in November because of fear. I tried using discipline to power though fear and pain by taking cold showers every morning and starting a vigorous exercise routine. Basically getting myself to just do things even if they're painful or unpleasant. I felt OK in the week leading up to the attempt, but the day before my anxiety just spiked and I started to throw up until I called off the attempt. I'm sure the anxiety was because if I had gone through with it I 100% would have died.

Anyway it sucks feeling trapped in a life you hate, and I know I'm not the only one here. I think discipline is part of the answer, but not the whole formula. What are things you use or plan to use to overcome fear of death?

 

[coldworld]

im trying to get over this fear, i just tell myself, like you dont remeber not existing right? so you will just go back to how it was before, the world was fine before u were born and it'll be fine when u die so its chill. you dont remember not existing right? this is what i tell myself.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd never fear what is the only peace and relief for me, what I find terrifying is how the suffering and torture of this evil, harmful existence can continue for decades longer with ho limit as to how much one can be tortured, all that existence ever does is cause pain and suffering.

I'll always see it as the most terrible mistake to exist, existence to me is just so evil and I always fear existing for longer, I'll always find it so dreadful and painful to exist, every second in this existence is torture to be conscious and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence, all I find comfort in is never suffering again, non-existence is just all I see as positive, I just want to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering, existence always feels like a mistake to me.