679chocolates
hopeless romantic
- Oct 1, 2024
- 30
i don't want to go into too much detail but i essentially had a long term relationship end horribly and i had my trust betrayed to an immense degree. Seeing proof of my partner's infidelity made me want to take my own life right then and there but even the activities they shared like the music they listened to and the shows they watched were instantly ruined in my eyes. I have since done my best to move on but i still can't bear looking at these games or hearing the names of certain series because of how much i associate it with the bad. What can i do and how do i move on or is it just a time based process. It's already been a year since finding out but i still hate her so much for ruining things i used to love. I just wanted to be loved like how i loved, i didn't deserve what she did to me, im doing my best but im so confused.
