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CrazyDiamond04

CrazyDiamond04

Metal Fan- Wants to hang Under The Oak
May 8, 2023
481
More likely than not, there's nothing waiting for anyone on the other side. This is our one chance to have experiences and I feel I've already fumbled my chances. Maybe I've poisoned my brain with too much media but I look at stories and other things and think about how much of a waste my life is. I'm already past the age where I should be able to drive and be at least somewhat independent and I've failed completely at attaining any of that, it's completely humiliating. I don't think I've made any progress at all; I wonder if I even can. I honestly just wish I had a gun.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,368
Same. It's very upsetting.

Can I ask how old you are?
 

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