how are you guys feeling today ?

[mittymittens]

doesn't have to just be negative but it can be.
also happy early thanksgiving !

for me, i'm struggling to move on after seeing a childhood friend that i finally had the guts to cut things off a year ago after an on and off cycle that lasted for a bit and other disrespectful behavior just to see him commit to someone who looks similarly to me after seeing crazy signs he was missing me as well not too long prior. hurts because it was complicated and i even almost reached out to him in that period. i still have feelings for him regardless. i'm worried that i'll bring the negativity to my family for the holiday and no one really knows im upset. i've just been crying in the shower / at night and in the day i don't feel much besides a small lingering hurt.

 

[panhandle5363]

i'm struggling to move on after seeing a childhood friend that i finally had the guts to cut things off a year ago after an on and off cycle that lasted for a bit

You were right to end it. On-and-off relationships are unhealthy.

I'm feeling defeated but relieved at the same time. Giving up feels great, honestly.

 

[Chemi]

Seems like you had a hella rough emotional day. I hope you can recover and move on soon from that person

I am very burned out, nervous and just really tired. I just want a normal day without a big life event, please. Every day there is something new to deal with. I can't anymore. I crave some silence so much...

 

[AngelTear]

I can no longer feel any pleasure
I feel like shit, I feel anger

 

[konkurs]

tired but I have things I need to get done. I've been procrastinating for hours now actually, I need to get up

 

[FuneralCry]

No matter what I just always find it so dreadful and terrible to exist, all I want is peace from the abomination of existence, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to finally escape from all future suffering as all I want is peace but really I wish I could erase this existence, I'll always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to be tortured by old age.

 

[itsgone2]

Bad. Wish I would've ctb last night.

 

[Baisley]

I feel awful everyday of my life. I need to CTB but feel trapped, Like I am too dumb to pull anything off.

 

[FoxSauce]

Tired af I woke up at 12 yet I wanna sleep some more. Just sad in general as usual. Also a bit suicidal but is like passive thoughts no method so...

Hope everyone has a better day tho

 

[noname223]

Not good.

 

[Oreki]

misunderstood

 

[Lady_V]

Pretty sad. It's Thanksgiving, and I'm alone as usual. If I were healthy or even a little lovable, I would be surrounded by friends or family.

 

[littleearthquakes]

Holidays are extra tough since becoming homebound and now bedbound due to chronic illness. I also can't eat much because of that. I'm only able to spend time with my partner and that's complicated. Don't see family anymore not that it was always great and was often terrible when I did but still. To not even have the option to see them or friends. I'm not close to anyone right now and it's been hard making connections that fit. I could be worse but I feel pretty down.

Pretty sad. It's Thanksgiving, and I'm alone as usual. If I were healthy or even a little lovable, I would be surrounded by friends or family.

I relate to this a lot.

 

[nobody_oac]

Another hard day in a long line of them. I'm not a fan of most holidays, but I can try to be thankful today. I've lost so much and it's hard to go on but today...

I'm thankful for SaSu and the community. I don't interact much and I may not know most of you, but I'm thankful for this place and all of you. Happy Thanksgiving.

 

[tiltedcompass]

Sad, mostly because of financial issues. It may sound silly, but today I realized I'll never be able to afford the clothes I like because food is more important and I've been in my room since then.

We don't celebrate Thanksgiving here, but I hope everyone has a nice day.

 

[Grog]

I'm relieved because it's my first Thanksgiving without my family. I know some people would feel sad to be by themselves on Thanksgiving, but I'm just so glad that I can have a Thanksgiving without drama. I love the peace and quiet.

 

[trist]

abysmal

 

[frail]

ive signed up for this site today, so not good. but ive come to accept my place in the world and that is better than uncertainty.