Help Household objects to hang with?

[oatmeal.n]

i really hate being impulsive but this is the last shot i got. if I don't kill myself soon, ill end up worse than I started. all my logic is pointing to suicide as my end route, and i just want to get this over with.

are there any household items i can get my hands on for partial? im too depressed to even get up off my ass in the morning, so the chances of me buying a rope is a lost cause. i left all my belts when i was packing so thats not an option, and i can't think of anything strong to hold part of me up. would prefer more than one solutions in case one doesn't wind up helpful. thanks.

ive been caught up missing my ex and its made my life much worse than it already is. i can barely think, im like a goldfish that gets a memory wipe every few minutes. like a toddler relearning everything all at once. yes, im on meds. yes, im in therapy. unfortunately theres only so many excuses they can make to keep my mind off how shitty life is. there is nothing in this world that can balance out the shit im in and give me any long-term pleasure. i hate the toils of life, id rather be unconscious, peaceful.

yeah this ended up a rant. just need to know some household items that can lift me of the ground, for partial hanging. sorry about any typing mistakes, my keyboard is going haywire right now.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Belts, skipping ropes, cable ties, USB cords, the strap on a backpack or purse, towels, scarves, ripped-up pieces of clothing are all things I've seen in news and medical case reports used in partial hanging. It's not at all hard to find something to use for partial or full hanging.

 

[fedup1982]

Once I managed to black out with leggings made of a light material. But partial or full are non methods in my opinion, ones physiology fights back making SI kick in several notches above what I'm at least able to tolerate. Its a bitch and I would class the method as impossible for me, and what you choose to use has no effect on the final result

 

[oatmeal.n]

Once I managed to black out with leggings made of a light material. But partial or full are non methods in my opinion, ones physiology fights back making SI kick in several notches above what I'm at least able to tolerate. Its a bitch and I would class the method as impossible for me, and what you choose to use has no effect on the final result

shouldnt your position change success? a light stretchy material wont kill you if your body jerks upwards, but something stiffer like a rope wont if your position is correct (jerking wont move your head up). im not too worried about SI more than the effectiveness of the method itself.

 

[fedup1982]

shouldnt your position change success? a light stretchy material wont kill you if your body jerks upwards, but something stiffer like a rope wont if your position is correct (jerking wont move your head up). im not too worried about SI more than the effectiveness of the method itself.

I got good at getting to the point of blacking out, did it many times. But I don't think you're understanding what I mean about SI. I'm talking about involuntary actions of the body and mind that make you just GTFO of that position no matter what your previous long standing intent. SI is not some voluntary thing you can overcome with will power. To call it discomfort would be an understatement of the century. If you're not concerned with how unpleasant it can get, I have to tell you, you should be. For me it has made this method literally impossible. The only remaining method that could work for me is a gun but I wouldn't be able or want to where I am, v illegal