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Kaiten Ryu

Kaiten Ryu

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Sep 8, 2019
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Hi all, as you can tell I'm new here. I've bounced around alot to other pages and apps looking for any reason to continue in my life. It's like not matter how well I'm doing, this life keeps showing me reasons why I shouldn't be here. I don't know where to turn anymore, so I guess I'm here now. Funny, now that I am here, I'm not even sure what to ask.
 
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ImSorryEmma

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Mar 28, 2019
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I know it sucks, my used to be hobbies are not fun anymore and so i am bored most of the day so i just sleep, and by the way. Welcome to SS my friend
 
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Jul 8, 2019
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Hello
 
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I hope you find peace in whatever decision you make. Be well.
 
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hunthunt

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Aug 26, 2019
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Until my 20s I used to have a very shallow life, then i became seriously addicted to drugs and life seemed amazing, then I though I had a real life, a woman, a house a good job and a cat, she was happy. But in the end I have to say that im still the same empty person, I just cant love or have anything stable in my life, it all ends with me doing stuff to avoid that same emptiness feeling.

So of course I lost everything.

Welcome to the forum Kaiten Ryu
 
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Kaiten Ryu

Kaiten Ryu

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Sep 8, 2019
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Until my 20s I used to have a very shallow life, then i became seriously addicted to drugs and life seemed amazing, then I though I had a real life, a woman, a house a good job and a cat, she was happy. But in the end I have to say that im still the same empty person, I just cant love or have anything stable in my life, it all ends with me doing stuff to avoid that same emptiness feeling.

So of course I lost everything.

Welcome to the forum Kaiten Ryu
Until my 20s I used to have a very shallow life, then i became seriously addicted to drugs and life seemed amazing, then I though I had a real life, a woman, a house a good job and a cat, she was happy. But in the end I have to say that im still the same empty person, I just cant love or have anything stable in my life, it all ends with me doing stuff to avoid that same emptiness feeling.

So of course I lost everything.

Welcome to the forum Kaiten Ryu
Thx for sharing bro, I empathize with every word you said. I can only hope you can find some solace in the future. *brohug*
I hope you find peace in whatever decision you make. Be well.
Thank you bro, I will try.
 
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