here i go again, procrastinating suicide due to fear of trying. can anyone relate lol?
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BooGirl
Warlock
- Jan 10, 2020
- 754
I made a bunch of half hearted practices with the intention of following through, but lost heart. It's not good to catch a bus you're not ready to get on.
Every day is my last day in my mind im a scared chicken lol
Thereisnothing
Enlightened
- Jan 4, 2020
- 1,604
Me too, dont wish to be here, yet cant go through with anything, although not even found a method yet which I would be confident with. Also got lots of emotions and things in my head saying not to do it, although sat same time, yes go ahead. So scary.
helIboy
everything hurts
- Jan 10, 2020
- 29
all you have is time and you'll know when its that time. we are always here for you 
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
Big coward here. If I had more courage I would just down my SN and not even wait to try and get Meto. But alas I'm too afraid of the pain so I won't do it.
I wish I could die naturally so very badly because, that would solve everything in my life. I'm scared to commit suicide, and I don't want to hurt my family by doing it. They would have an easier time grieving, if my death was out of my control like a terminal illness or something. I have an advance directive and a crypt so, I'm ready to go right now. If only.......
I am afraid when the last of my materials finally arrive i will try to cop-out. I'm trying to set a deadline of 24 hours to CTB when the last ingredient is procured.
But practice makes perfect....so i am not that worried, ultimately.
But practice makes perfect....so i am not that worried, ultimately.
