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[Bluebag]

Hi IAM 29 I had sucidal tendency when I was around 17 years old tried many times but never succeeded. After that I gave up on that idea and completed my education hope to make things right now after completing my education I am back again thinking about ending my life I have problem in meeting people I am not good at it. I was looking for a work from home job so I won't be needed to meet any people but can't get any job I don't know if I am faking it but I seriously have a problem in meeting new people because of which I don't have any enthusiasm in finding a normal job. People think IAM just lazy and just want to live life ungratefully like a freeloader. I don't know what to do. I feel like suicide is the only option. Hope things get right. Thanks for reading hope you have a good day.

 

[veryhappyhuman]

Welcome, friend! And sorry that life has sent you here. I'm sure a lot of us here can relate to much of what you said. You are not alone.

I hope your life gets better!

 

[Insomniac]

welcome fam.

most of us 8se this website as an emotional dumpster because we can't overcome SI so no pressure.

I hope you find relief here.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are struggling, this life really can be so tiring and it does seem as though this life is just endless problems and misery. I hope that in whatever you do, you find relief from what you are going through.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Hello. I completely sympathise with you. I struggle hugely around people- especially meeting new people. I have sort of got by working freelance on my own the past few years but it's becoming increasingly difficult to make ends meet. I'm so dreading having to get a shitty job again.

I really hope you are able to find something that will suite you. I don't really know what I can say to make you feel better- seeing as I struggle with the same issues but just know you're not alone I suppose. I wish you all the best in whatever you decide.

 

[Hiraeth Grimoire]

Welcome to the forum! And I am sorry you are also here! This site is a small oasis of understanding in a sea of mindless NPC pro-lifers, I am very glad this place exists., I have discovered a method that works for me and I will be leaving life in a few weeks thanks to the advice and support of the kind people willing to help like-minded sufferers on this forum. I hope that you can find what you are looking for here!

 

[hellispink]

I am also unable to hold or find jobs because I am very uncomfortable around people. It is exhausting and definitely one of my reasons for leaving. I am sorry you are going through this horrible situation too. I hope you can figure something out.