Hey, I'm back.

[Sweet Release]

I expect that no one here remembers me but thats ok.
I used to go on here a lot but eventually stopped saying that I felt like I could give life one last try.
Well, as could probably be expected I am back again as the desire to end my miserable life has overwhelmed any former optimism I might have felt.

I used to get a lot of support here and it was kind of like having a favourite bar to hang out in and speak with like minded people.
I thought I would just say hi and then meditate on whether I am ready to end it or not.

Feel free to drop me a message if you like.
I'm always happy to chat and will reply.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Welcome back sorry it's under such bad circumstances though. The support here is amazing isn't it? Just feels like one big family

 

[Sweet Release]

Welcome back ❤ sorry it's under such bad circumstances though. The support here is amazing isn't it? Just feels like one big family ❤

Thank you for commenting.
Yeah the support here is great as it seems there is no where else I can talk about these things with real openness.
Nobody here has been judgemental and instead people are supportive and understanding of each other.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Welcome back to SS. I don't think I've had the pleasure, but I look forward to reading your contributions. We're here for ya if you need us.

 

[Sweet Release]

Welcome back to SS. I don't think I've had the pleasure, but I look forward to reading your contributions. We're here for ya if you need us.

Thank you
I definitely remember you though.
I think we commented about music and some other stuff.

 

[Nymph]

Hi!

 

[Sweet Release]

Hi!

Hi there.
How are you today?

 

[Nymph]

Hi there.
How are you today?

Not much. Got a weighted blanket though so I guess that's cool. I'm about to go to sleep

 

[Sweet Release]

Not much. Got a weighted blanket though so I guess that's cool. I'm about to go to sleep

Ok, good night.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

No idea who you are but welcome back

 

[Sinai Silence]

Welcome back to SS, I hope you find the answers you seek

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Welcome back. Shame you have to find yourself here again, but you are in good company, if nothing else.

 

[Sweet Release]

No idea who you are but welcome back

Ha ha. Thanks, its nice to be welcomed.

Welcome back to SS, I hope you find the answers you seek

Thank you. I hope you find what you are looking for too.

Welcome back. Shame you have to find yourself here again, but you are in good company, if nothing else.

I'm back to struggling with the will to live but at least I am not doing it alone.