Method Heroin, the golden ticket? Also goodbye

[Deathisbliss09]

I can't express how thankful I am for finding this group, I got all the info I needed and I want to contribute back to the community.

I recently made the decision to ctb before the end of this month. Originally I wanted to use N, but I was conned out $4000CAD in a scam, worst mistake ever. My backup method was heroin, I made a purchase for 5.25g of heroin for $700CAD on the dark web. I ordered from a trusted seller with many great reviews and escrow, the product landed in my mail box within a week and I immediately went to test it at a substance drug test center. It came out as 95% - 100% pure heroin. Which was SHOCKING, because most street heroin is no where near this pure and I was expecting around 20% - 40% purity which is why I ordered so much heroin. 5g of this is literally more than enough to kill a classroom of people.

My second method is hanging, I obviously want my death to be 100% certain so I decided I will inject heroin and than immediately put rope around my neck, so when I fall unconscious from the heroin, I'm immediately strangulated by the rope and since I'm unconscious, I shouldn't feel any discomfort. (This was formed by my own critical thinking and you should do your own research).

I intend to ctb tomorrow or on Monday, goodbye good people, thanks for all the resources and hope this helps any of yall.

Here is everything I'm using:
- Heroin 5.25g (You might not need this much heroin especially if its as pure as the one I have)
- Cooker (I'm using a large soup spoon since I don't have a heroin cooker)
- Oral syringe (My method of injecting heroin is boofing, which is through the anus, this is less anxiety inducing than IV)
- Lighter
- Boiled water/ distilled water
- (I'm using afghan heroin and confirmed with the seller I won't be needing any citric acid unlike most other heroin)


Megatheads that helped me:
Opioid Megathread & Overview
HEROIN / megathread / Shall we start?
Hanging Comfortably
The Fentanyl Information Guide

 

[blacksand]

Nice. The DNM has lots of legit drugs. I've got enough fentanyl to kill several elephants from it. Not much point in me buying heroin if it's just for ctb.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Pryras]

Heroin sounds like a godsend way to go out. I've tried accessing the dark net with no avail and I'm not tech savvy enough to understand purchasing from it.

I wish you peace and hope the process goes smoothly and painlessly. I'm sorry the world is so painful and cruel

 

[human909]

I hope you find the peace that you've been searching for and good luck.

 

[maniac116]

 

[bigbang33]

Wishing you comfort

 

[needthebus]

omg, i didn't see this. you're probably already gone. <3 hope it was fast and didn't hurt, sorry life was so hard friend i never knew

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

in this study , rats injected heroin 21 mg / KG, 60% to 80% died . so imo 10mg /kg lD50 for humans iv. so for a 70kg human that's 700 mg iv heroin. but for 100% or close to it would be higher. does anyone know how to estimate 100% lethality given LD50 or LD60?

imo fentanyl is 10x stronger than heroin so, Fentanyl 2 mg/Kg iv is lethal.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/16793228/

imo the oral dose is higher. i don't know about the way you are describing the lethality but i'm assuming it can't be higher than iv.

 

[MercenariesofMidgar]

Godspeed friend. Hope you find peace, I'll see you on the other side.

 

[lambagoan]

Hope you found peace. I've thought about this method and it makes sense as should be painless. I'd rather just ingest orally if that works?

 

[Peter Skellern]

in this study , rats injected heroin 21 mg / KG, 60% to 80% died . so imo 10mg /kg lD50 for humans iv. so for a 70kg human that's 700 mg iv heroin. but for 100% or close to it would be higher. does anyone know how to estimate 100% lethality given LD50 or LD60?

imo fentanyl is 10x stronger than heroin so, Fentanyl 2 mg/Kg iv is lethal.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/16793228/

imo the oral dose is higher. i don't know about the way you are describing the lethality but i'm assuming it can't be higher than iv.

Out of interest, does it effect the "effectiveness" of Heroin if it's IM instead of IV?

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Out of interest, does it effect the "effectiveness" of Heroin if it's IM instead of IV?

Idk I'm just going by scientific studies and giving my opinion based on that

21mg /kg rats 60% died iv, so for a human can't be lower iv.

Imo oral heroin u need much more than Iv heroin. But that's pure heroin

Toxicological analysis in rats subjected to heroin and morphine overdose - PubMed

In heroin overdose deaths the blood morphine concentration varies substantially. To explore possible pharmacokinetic explanations for variable sensitivity to opiate toxicity we studied mortality and drug concentrations in male Sprague-Dawley rats. Groups of rats were injected intravenously...

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

 

[SchrodingerIsDed]

but for 100% or close to it would be higher. does anyone know how to estimate 100% lethality given LD50 or LD60?

According to DeepAI, it's difficult to estimate LD100 due to individual tolerance/variability, route of administration, etc. Evidentally, this is why they use LD50, because there's too much variance to really give a solid LD100. But the LLM believes a rough estimation that seems plausible given the rat study:

So, according to this rough estimation method, the LD100 for heroin could be expected to fall between 45 mg/kg and 90 mg/kg. Stiill that's a pretty wide range. Looks like 5g-7g would be in the upper range of the ballpark for someone 75kg.

If you mix the heroin with benzos, that will certainly make sure. They will have an compounding effect and magnify each other. But really when it comes to chemicals there is so much variance I think you really need multiple methods at the same time like OP (RIP if it worked).