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[Senza Speranza]

Hello,

I'm new. I wish I could contact or send a Private Message to an administrator because I have some questions to ask. I'm still not sure about some things I would like to discuss here.

Anyways I hope to receive the right help here.

 

[Ghost2211]

Hi, nice to meet you! Just post a bit and you'll have PMs accessible in no time. I hope you enjoy your time in the community.

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

Welcome to the forum

 

[sadworld]

Hey, welcome to the community As @RoseyBird said, just post some messages and spend some time here and you'll have access to pm's. I hope you enjoy your stay!!

 

[Pho3nix]

Welcome. I'm fairly new too. Seems like a nice community.

 

[KClown]

Welcome.

Reffer to Rules & Info for chat guidelines. In general anything besides the most taboo topics is open for discussion.

 

[greebo6]

Welcome.

 

[virginiawoolf86]

Hey there,

Welcome to the world of SS. I hope this forum brings you hope. We're a weird little family.

 

[TripleA]

Welcome

 

[Sensei]

Welcome! I'm sad to see that you feel the need to join this community, but you've come to the right place. It's a community with (mostly) friendly and compassionate members and it has served as a pathway to recovery for many.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Welcome. I'm sorry that you feel "hopeless." I hope you find the support and advice you seek.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Welcome! I hope you find here what you're looking for. There are a lot of nice people here,so you should feel at home in no time

 

[Varstraben]

Welcome new !
(sorry I couldn't resist, but welcome btw I hope you will find what your need here)

 

[BPD Barbie]

Hey love, feel free to message me if you have any questions still. Welcome to the forum

 

[Acopia]

New friend?! Welcome!
You'll soon get the hang of it, we were all new once.. some of us quite recently too!
-Acopia.

 

[Symbiote]

Welcome newcomer! I'm sorry to hear that you've found this place because we're all in the same boat on suicide, but I'm glad you're here so that our resources can help you make a rational informed decision.

 

[Hollydeathripper]

Welcome in new person. Whats the question maybe we all can help?

 

[Lilacmoon]

Hello,

I'm new.

Hi new. I'm Lilac.
and you're welcome.
hope this place provides some comfort from the hard days.

 

[Senza Speranza]

Welcome in new person. Whats the question maybe we all can help?

Well, I'm not sure if I can explain in detail the reason why I'm depressed and why I think of death as a solution. What I can say for the moment is that I suffer from a very serious and terrible mental psychiatric disorder. The problem is that this mental disease is not tolerate in society and I'm afraid to receive only negative replies and insults because normally people hate this mental disease. I'm really scared that people won't accept me with this mental condition. This why I wanted first maybe to ask a moderator or an administrator if it was safe to expose my mental disorder or not.

 

[Hollydeathripper]

I guess and beleive many of us have disorders and anxiety we might not name it but we help to mentally entertain with interacting with everyone and just writing feelings

 

[Dead beat dad]

It seems rather sad in a way to be 'welcoming' someone here, but we were all new members looking for something once. I hope you can find what you're looking for and one thing you will find will be kind and loving people, who have compassion and understanding in spades.
Love and respect to you friend.
DBD

 

[PointlessStruggle]

Welcome. I'm fairly new too. Seems like a nice community.

Unrelated but nice dark souls 2 profile picture dude

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Well, I'm not sure if I can explain in detail the reason why I'm depressed and why I think of death as a solution. What I can say for the moment is that I suffer from a very serious and terrible mental psychiatric disorder. The problem is that this mental disease is not tolerate in society and I'm afraid to receive only negative replies and insults because normally people hate this mental disease. I'm really scared that people won't accept me with this mental condition. This why I wanted first maybe to ask a moderator or an administrator if it was safe to expose my mental disorder or not.

I'd like to offer two solutions.

First, you can do a site search with the name and/or initials of the disorder to see if it's discussed here and the types of responses people receive.

Second, to build up your post count so you can PM, there are a lot of game threads in Off Topic. Within a couple of hours of reaching the needed number of posts, after having been a member for 24 hours, you'll be able to PM. I think the minimum number of posts is five, it's not officially announced in the Rules and FAQ, but that seems to be the norm.

 

[Kat!]

Welcome :)

 

[esse_est_percipi]

The problem is that this mental disease is not tolerate in society and I'm afraid to receive only negative replies and insults because normally people hate this mental disease

I think most people are very tolerant and understanding here.
In my opinion, it doesn't matter what mental issues you have, since all mental illnesses are not something we choose.
Obviously criminality as a result of mental illness is a different, more ethically complex issue.
Anyway, hope you find acceptance and help here.

 

[Senza Speranza]

I was recovered (voluntarily) 19 times in mental hospitals from the years 2016 to 2020 with no success of getting this disease cured. I was followed by doctors for a lot of years since I was a child myself (especially by psychiatrists). In 2019 I also seek help to a neurologist where I live. I did 3 fMRI brain scans to detect hypothetical neurological causes of my sickness. I'm really angry at my neurologist because she promised me that I could get cured from this disease when this never happened. I'm also angry at her because she told me that the brain atrophy (reduction of white substance in the cerebellum zone) that they found in my brain was correlated with my disease but after some months she changed her mind and told me that there's nothing neurological: so she gave me false beliefs at the beginning when all of a sudden she changed her opinion. I never had criminal history in my past life since now (no history of sex offense and no history of illegal activity on the Internet of any kind) but my disease and what people think of this disease really make me feel want to end my life immediately. It is a very horrible and disgusting disease. And even if I never committed a crime people see no difference: I'm a human garbage for society.

 

[Pho3nix]

Unrelated but nice dark souls 2 profile picture dude

Thanks. I'm obsessed with the Dark Souls series and Bloodborne lol.