Once, as a teenager. I had a really bad episode. I'm honestly not sure what caused it. Maybe it was an autistic meltdown, as it had started after I went through a large crowd while intoxicated.
I spent days not eating or sleeping, which caused paranoia and outbursts.
I'll never forgive the way I treated those kind enough to talk to me at the time during that. I especially feel ashamed as to how it affected my parents, who loved me very much. Their health declined quite I bit after that.
Whatever happened, it wasn't permanent. As I had never had an episode like that again.
I made a dude laugh in there, he seemed intresting, I hope he's doing well.