canthaveanicelife
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- Apr 27, 2024
- 5
I have tied so much of myself to family, friends, even school. These things that aren't even "mine" shaped so much of who "I" am, but even though I know this, I can't ever detach myself from them. I'm fucking dislocated between thinking about myself and these things, but still I'm the one who's selfish. I'm made to feel bad if "I" ever want something for myself. I didn't choose to be me, to want what I want.
If what someone wants is to die, why should I, or you, think of them as nothing but selfish? I swear, if I can just have one person that can understand how these people have treated me, looked at me all my life, I would fucking kill for them.
If what someone wants is to die, why should I, or you, think of them as nothing but selfish? I swear, if I can just have one person that can understand how these people have treated me, looked at me all my life, I would fucking kill for them.
