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darkandtwisty

darkandtwisty

Student
Jul 10, 2024
139
I know valentine's day is a stupid holiday. However, for those craving love and affection: it's just another reminder. You see everyone normal, happy and in love. Whether it be those still in the honeymoon phase or elderly couples who have been together for 50+ years.

So I say to my fellow lonely and aching hearts: happy valentine's day. 🖤🖤🖤💋
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
699
I cooked chocolate for myself.
 
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glitterpvppy

glitterpvppy

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Feb 11, 2026
25
I hate Valentine's Day
 
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kitkat9234

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Nov 27, 2024
476
So fucking depressing.
 
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emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
178
i wish i could spend it with him
 
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pax420

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Jan 19, 2026
59
2nd one on my own. Missing her on yet another holiday. Is it not time yet??
 
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darkandtwisty

darkandtwisty

Student
Jul 10, 2024
139
I got myself flowers and chocolate 😋
 
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RestlessTaiga

RestlessTaiga

I'm glad you're evil too
May 18, 2025
49
It's not valentine's day in my country yet, but even if this date sucks for most of us, I still wanna say Happy Valentines day too all of you❤️
 
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violetforever

Arcanist
Dec 24, 2025
442
happy valentines day 💝 i think i deserve to have a heart shaped lollipop for how in check ive got my priorities. i could be trying to get the attention of someone by texting and calling them and telling them that i love them but all i truly want to do is what im doing now, worsening myself by scrolling on a suicide forum and planning my suicide.
 
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Warum

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Feb 11, 2026
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My partner left me a few weeks before today. We had planned a nice trip and dinner. Things were fine. Then out of nowhere they broke up. I am in extreme pain, I hope everyone else can cope with their pain and at least find some affection in here or somewhere else. Obviously one should not be validated by others but it sure is a nice feeling to be loved.
 
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BlendedHeart

BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
286
I wish I was dead.

Well, I wish for that every day, but today is a rare Valentine+Saturday combo, so it makes me wish for it harder.

Hope you all have a way better day than mine.
 
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darkandtwisty

darkandtwisty

Student
Jul 10, 2024
139
My partner left me a few weeks before today. We had planned a nice trip and dinner. Things were fine. Then out of nowhere they broke up. I am in extreme pain, I hope everyone else can cope with their pain and at least find some affection in here or somewhere else. Obviously one should not be validated by others but it sure is a nice feeling to be loved.
I get it. I've vented about it but my boyfriend cheated on me about five weeks ago and then a couple of days ago, he started looking into his ex wife and his ex girlfriends lives. Curious about what they were up to. His reasoning: because I was upset with him about the cheating situation. We just moved 1200 miles a week before he cheated.

Everything is great, wonderful, beautiful. Until it isn't.

I see the posts of support and care from the members of the forum and I find more peace here on the island of misfit toys than I do at home.
 

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