TheGoodGuy
Illuminated
- Aug 27, 2018
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I am drunk right now but the only way I can experience just a glimpse of happiness is through the goggles of nostalgia, when I turned 20 years old I become apathetic and every time before that had so much feelings and experience or lets so before 18. from 18-20 it was pretty much over but it still had a spark left of true nostalgia now the only thing I yearn for is the time that used to be.
I almost only listen to music from my teenage years or childhood I just miss those times so much it was so long again it just seems so unreal almost like life is a simulation and it was just implanted in my memory to make me feel like I had a childhood and teenage years.
I WANT TO BE A CHILD AGAIN IN A WORLD OF HAPPINESS I WANT OUT OF THIS HELL!!! I know I got 12 years of pure paradise most likely the best childhood in the world but still is it really worth it to live 12 year in paradise and potentially live to be 80 years old i.e. 68 years in hell for 12 years of happiness?
I almost only listen to music from my teenage years or childhood I just miss those times so much it was so long again it just seems so unreal almost like life is a simulation and it was just implanted in my memory to make me feel like I had a childhood and teenage years.
I WANT TO BE A CHILD AGAIN IN A WORLD OF HAPPINESS I WANT OUT OF THIS HELL!!! I know I got 12 years of pure paradise most likely the best childhood in the world but still is it really worth it to live 12 year in paradise and potentially live to be 80 years old i.e. 68 years in hell for 12 years of happiness?
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