Venting Hanging to psych ward ... again

[Manic Panic]

I was caught hanging by my girlfriend and was forcibly sent go the psych ward .. everytime I go I just feel a bigger need to do it again until I finally get ot right.

6 ward visits and I'm still fucking losing my mind , and I still see a need to ctb asap.

 

[bladeeluvr444]

I'm really sorry that happened to you I know how psych wards can do more harm than good. I hope you can find peace soon enough for your sake I know things haven't been good at all. Much love <3

 

[depthss]

im sorry youre going through that, i felt much worse when i was forced to be in the hospital at all. i hope things get better for you

 

[eattwinkiesseejesus]

I'm sorry, I can relate. They send us to the ward to make us "better" but all it did was make me even more suicidal and determined to off myself. I didn't get well when I was sent for treatment - I got pushed past the brink of no return. I've been experiencing ptsd symptoms ever since my release and I've only been thru the ordeal once, I can't imagine 6 times .... I hope you can find peace

 

[Unsure and alone]

I'm sorry you were forced there again.
It was bad enough being voluntary.

I can't imagine how horrible it must be to be forced.

 

[Manic Panic]

I'm sorry you were forced there again.
It was bad enough being voluntary.

I can't imagine how horrible it must be to be forced.

It didn't help ... I just got worse lol

 

[Halfhourdays]

I hope you feel better soon.

 

[Unsure and alone]

It didn't help ... I just got worse lol

I also only got worse until the other ward patients helped bring me back around for a bit .

That and maybe the med change helped for a bit .

I also only got worse until the other ward patients helped bring me back around for a bit .

That and maybe the med change helped for a bit .

I'm sorry you're still suffering