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Whitegirlwasted

Whitegirlwasted

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Jun 16, 2024
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Hanging out with friends before an attempt is so bittersweet. Before my last attempt I tried to make the most out of life, truly beliving it would work. I went crazy with my friends, getting extremely drunk. "Why not? I'm going to be dead soon anyways." was my mindset. I'm currently planning right now, and honestly, I don't think I'm going to do anything special. Just write some notes to the people I love most, like my little sister.
 
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whiteboyswithars

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Jun 15, 2024
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Doing something special is overrated if I am being honest with you. Multiple attempts here - i've done something special but i've also not done anything and honestly, I found it makes no difference. it just wastes time you could use for planning to make sure you don't fuck it up and wake up in a hospital bed.
 
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Whitegirlwasted

Whitegirlwasted

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Jun 16, 2024
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Doing something special is overrated if I am being honest with you. Multiple attempts here - i've done something special but i've also not done anything and honestly, I found it makes no difference. it just wastes time you could use for planning to make sure you don't fuck it up and wake up in a hospital bed.
Truee.. It does waste time. I wanted to give my friends a good last experience with me, but old memories are enough for them. Theres really no need to go all out when you really think about it.
 
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I hope peace finds you!
 
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