Venting hanging-how do you guys do it

[Life_and_Death]

i wasnt going to last night. i dont even know what i was doing last night. i had tested the rope with 3 full paint cans. i tied a knot. and then i felt numb and wanted to cry. i had to go to work so i undid the rope and put it back.

my friend has been wanting me to be honest. he says he wants to understand. talking doesnt help as much as people think. at least it doesnt feel like it.

 

[AlainDelon]

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[Lordsudbury]

There's a clothesline on my roof that is sturdy metal and cemented into the roof. There are three hoops on the top for the actual clothes line; I run a thick dog leash through the holes, which I wrapped in ripped shirt to keep the metal from damaging the leash. I loop the leash as many times as I need for partial to make sense.

The leash hangs on one side of the line; I make a loop with the leash and that's it. Put head in and practice.

Just waiting for the urge now.