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Chronic

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Jun 14, 2021
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I'm trying to improve my mental health and stay away from thoughts and actions about suicide but it's been hard lately and dreaming of suicide is a new issue I haven't experienced before. Not sure if it means I am relapsing or not.
 
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BonVoyage

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May 21, 2023
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I had one for the first time last week, it doesn't mean you're doing a bad job, it's just like if I say "Don't think about cats!" you'll think about cats. If you're spending energy on making suicide not an option then you'll dream about it
 
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Thanks for your response. Thoughts of self harm have been creeping up again but I'm doing my best to squash them and not act on it.
 
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