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Insomniac

Insomniac

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May 21, 2021
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I just can't do this anymore. No access to SN so would Extra strength AJAX do the job.

Or I have plenty of seringues... what can I inject into my veins to end it?

Maybe I should inject myself with a whole bottle of strong rubbing Alcohol?
 
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Angi

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Jan 4, 2022
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I might be easier to help you if I knew what you mean by AJAX. Here is the wikipedia disambiguation for Ajax: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ajax It gives a couple of things that may kill you, such as cars and motorcycles, and many things that will not.

In terms of injections, most things you inject into your veins are likely to kill you or at least make you very sick. That's why medical injections have to be sterile and handled carefully. However, this is likely to be an extremely painful death.
 
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Insomniac

Insomniac

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May 21, 2021
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I might be easier to help you if I knew what you mean by AJAX. Here is the wikipedia disambiguation for Ajax: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ajax It gives a couple of things that may kill you, such as cars and motorcycles, and many things that will not.

In terms of injections, most things you inject into your veins are likely to kill you or at least make you very sick. That's why medical injections have to be sterile and handled carefully. However, this is likely to be an extremely painful death.
AJAX is something like bleach. But more powerful.

I don't care about pain at this point. There's also a perfect opportunity for me to hang myself rn. I'm contemplating this
 
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Angi

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Jan 4, 2022
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I see. I do not remember the source, might be lostallhope, but someplace talks about drinking bleach and advises against it very strongly, both because of the pain, and because the pain makes it more likely to fail. They write that you will call for help, and even if nothing else you will scream your lungs out and be taken to hospital, while the bleach would take very long to kill you, even if you managed to get enough of it in.

I don't care about pain at this point. There's also a perfect opportunity for me to hang myself rn. I'm contemplating this
I am so sorry that life has brought you to this point. You must be in a lot of pain.
 
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Insomniac

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May 21, 2021
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I see. I do not remember the source, might be lostallhope, but someplace talks about drinking bleach and advises against it very strongly, both because of the pain, and because the pain makes it more likely to fail. They write that you will call for help, and even if nothing else you will scream your lungs out and be taken to hospital, while the bleach would take very long to kill you, even if you managed to get enough of it in.


I am so sorry that life has brought you to this point. You must be in a lot of pain.

Oh. sucks then. I don't want to end up screaming and calling for help. That'd ruin everything.

I can't gather the courage to kill myself rn so I'm just gonna continue drawing out some blood until I pass out hopefully soon.

I have to do that to sleep because I ran out of xanax and my doctor won't prescribe me any

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