Graduating from the hell that is highschool, and i feel nothing.

[Lou_Charthethird]

i went to a religious highschool, taught us a lot of zionist propoganda, bigoted and racist shit, and racial superiority ideals.

It sucked.

I had no one.

But the end of this hell means nothing to me.
Because the numbness that took place in my soul took me before highschool. Along with the shock that accompanied me realizing how long its been since ive had emotions, and motives, and fears and urges and interests and so on and so forth, ive realized that ive gone through a hellish experience and the end of the hell brings me no comfort.

I am so far removed from my Humanity.
I feel indifferent about any topic concerning my life

 

[youremy]

I hear you, fellow SaSuer.

 

[scp4514]

You're still alive. If you're going to suffer, at least suffer while improving your life. Go to college, get a degree, get a job, get your own place. Eventually you'll realize that the world is much bigger than what you've previously experienced, and that new paths will open up to you. You'll find someone or something that makes you feel again.

If you aren't going to kill yourself, then do something with your life, even if it hurts. The time will still pass regardless of how you spend it.