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SNafued

A tangled mind at the edge of oblivion
Mar 19, 2024
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This will hopefully the last thread of me. Never properly introduced myself ont his site before. In summary, I'm a med student with an idiopathic condition that prevents me from retaining long term memories, learning properly and basically form logical congent thoughts, I had this kind of cognitive impairment ever since I've known myself and compensated it with compeltely dedicating my life on academic success and not to look 'stupid' by studying and rote memorising stuff. The condition got worse over the years until it became unbearable. I see no point in living anymore.

I did a bit of research and found the brand used by a person (interestingly another med student, Altalune) who successfully ctb'ed in my country 5 months ago. Asked people here who last contacted them, learnt it that way, and also learnt that she did not tested it and directly followed the procedure.

In about 8 minutes I will be taking 30 mg Metoclopramide and then 40 mins later the SN.

I never talked with anyone here enough to know them or exchange stories but I hope everyone here reaches what they have sought for.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

๐š‚๐š‚ ๐™ผ๐šŽ๐š–๐š‹๐šŽ๐š› ๐™ฝ๐š˜. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
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Farewells to you OP if this it! I wish you peace forever with no more agony never again and best of luck eternal.๐Ÿ–ค
 
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LocalAngel

LocalAngel

Lost, wanting out.
Feb 7, 2023
214
I hope you find peace, and comfort. I'm deeply sorry it's come to this- that life has decided to give you a disability so crippling that you can't tolerate being alive anymore.
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
241
Wishing you peace ๐Ÿ’œ
 
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Finalnight

Finalnight

Cbting 07/03/24, love you all.
Aug 16, 2023
214
I'm sorry that life forced you to make this decision, I wish you luck with your attempt, peace and freedom โ™ฅโ™ฅ
 
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Mi Mi

No One Special
Mar 18, 2024
308
This will hopefully the last thread of me. Never properly introduced myself ont his site before. In summary, I'm a med student with an idiopathic condition that prevents me from retaining long term memories, learning properly and basically form logical congent thoughts, I had this kind of cognitive impairment ever since I've known myself and compensated it with compeltely dedicating my life on academic success and not to look 'stupid' by studying and rote memorising stuff. The condition got worse over the years until it became unbearable. I see no point in living anymore.

I did a bit of research and found the brand used by a person (interestingly another med student, Altalune) who successfully ctb'ed in my country 5 months ago. Asked people here who last contacted them, learnt it that way, and also learnt that she did not tested it and directly followed the procedure.

In about 8 minutes I will be taking 30 mg Metoclopramide and then 40 mins later the SN.

I never talked with anyone here enough to know them or exchange stories but I hope everyone here reaches what they have sought for.
Sorry for my slowness
Hopefully you can answer
Did you test yours
 
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Oguzok

Oguzok

forever young...i want to be forever young
Nov 24, 2023
46
Damn( rest well
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
805
This will hopefully the last thread of me. Never properly introduced myself ont his site before. In summary, I'm a med student with an idiopathic condition that prevents me from retaining long term memories, learning properly and basically form logical congent thoughts, I had this kind of cognitive impairment ever since I've known myself and compensated it with compeltely dedicating my life on academic success and not to look 'stupid' by studying and rote memorising stuff. The condition got worse over the years until it became unbearable. I see no point in living anymore.

I did a bit of research and found the brand used by a person (interestingly another med student, Altalune) who successfully ctb'ed in my country 5 months ago. Asked people here who last contacted them, learnt it that way, and also learnt that she did not tested it and directly followed the procedure.

In about 8 minutes I will be taking 30 mg Metoclopramide and then 40 mins later the SN.

I never talked with anyone here enough to know them or exchange stories but I hope everyone here reaches what they have sought for.
i'm killing myself because of brain damage. I relate. there is no point to living as such. you are not alone.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,700
Peace on your journey <3
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,508
Sorry life brought you to this point.
I wish you peace and freedom from this horrible world. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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IonicLemon69

IonicLemon69

Just Hanginโ€™ Around
Jan 27, 2024
81
Good luck with the plans you've made & wishing you the best. ๐Ÿ™โค๏ธโค๏ธ
 
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glossble

glossble

homesick โญ’
Apr 14, 2023
107
I hope you find the happiness and freedom you deserve ๐Ÿ’›
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,055
I hope you have found the peace and freedom you search for ๐Ÿ•Š
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,771
I hope you have found peace! :heart:๐Ÿ•ฏ๏ธ

RIP
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,397
I hope that you find the freedom you search for, farewell and best wishes.
 
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eva.yuki

eva.yuki

Member
Oct 2, 2024
6
I wish we spent more time togetherโ€ฆ Miss you so muchโค๏ธ
 
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ctb2soble

The people who never frown eventually breakdown
Sep 29, 2024
91
Farewell, may your passing be quick and peaceful.
 
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ctb2soble

The people who never frown eventually breakdown
Sep 29, 2024
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