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PrettyKitty

PrettyKitty

Angel
Mar 27, 2023
180
Hello, I haven't been on the form long but I have posted about my plans and how I'm gonna carry it out.

My name is Niki.
I'm 18 and I struggle with BPD, Anxiety, ADHD, dyslexia and Lyme disease. I know I got pretty unlucky set of cards didn't I?
Today is the last day I'm spending on earth Happily, I am going to go out by hanging my preferred method (probably drunk well doing so I hope)
I've booked the motel I'm going to do it at and am currently packing and getting ready to take the bus to the motel.
I want to say thank you for all of your support on past form posts I've made.
It's sad I'm leaving so many loving family members and friends behind but It's for the best.

I've wiped all history on other devices and will too this one after posting this.
If I don't come on again I'm dead.
If I do it might be police/parents or I failed.

I will update if I can before I do it on my phone.
Thank you all.
Safe travels <3
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,234
A little candle burns for you, I hope it guides your soul to love and light
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,820
I'm sorry you're going through so much and I wish you didn't have to make this kind of decision because of how young you are. It isn't fair at all. It's okay if you change your mind, but good luck to you either way.
 
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SatouR

SatouR

Spiraling into insanity
Mar 29, 2023
50
Good luck, hope you find peace
 
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fsm-sv

fsm-sv

A lost one
Mar 11, 2023
11
Goodbye, I hope that you find peace in death.
 
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glitterypearls

glitterypearls

sing me to sleep
Mar 23, 2023
183
I have BPD too and it's so hard to deal with, so I can't even imagine the type of things you deal with considering the other things you struggle with, I hope you have your peace regardless of what decision you make, just remember it won't be too late to back out if you change your mind and if you need someone to talk to I'll be here, but if you are set on CTB, I support you and wish you eternal peace <3
 
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Shivali

Shivali

Mage
Jun 9, 2022
560
:heart:
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
Really sorry to see you go @PrettyKitty I wish you everlasting peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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Touhou

Touhou

2hu
Mar 9, 2023
330
Farewell, I hope the bus ride's smooth & you're able to find what you've been searching for postmortem.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,439
Goodbye, I hope that you find freedom from this horrible world.
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
624
Joined Monday. Christ, this poor kid.
 
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Galileo3630

Galileo3630

Tsundere
Mar 22, 2023
120
As you embark on your journey today, I want to extend my heartfelt wishes for a peaceful and safe voyage. May the winds carry you towards a better beyond, and may the sun shine upon you, filling you with warmth and hope. I pray that you find the solace you seek and that your journey leads you towards a better existence. Bon voyage, my friend.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Goodbye , enjoy your last day.
 
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man_in_red:)

Wandering with no destination
Mar 27, 2023
88
Goodbye, and may you find in death what you could not have in life.
 
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Yahwa

Yahwa

씨발년
Mar 28, 2023
82
I wish you a peaceful exit 💜 May you get the love you deserve and a better set of cards in your next life
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,639
Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏💛
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,937
It saddens me that you find yourself at this place in your life, and I wish you only peace in your journey for all eternity.
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

Alcoholic Teletubby

Rip in piss
Jan 10, 2022
450
Thank you for sharing a part of yourself with us. I hope that you have a safe journey and find your happiness. *hugs*
 
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SilentSadness

Sleepy.
Feb 28, 2023
1,405
I hope you find the peace you have missed.
 
PrettyKitty

PrettyKitty

Angel
Mar 27, 2023
180
Help me please I'm choking and I thought I did the tie right but I didn't pass out I tried it for likes 4 mins and I felt lightheaded but it won't work
 
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marshmallowfluff

Member
Jan 23, 2023
60
Hey @PrettyKitty, are you still with us?
 
dimstar

dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
They are. I was closely watching and sad they went through a traumatic experience. The exit door can be harder to open than we think. Hope your doing well prettykitty.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,820
Help me please I'm choking and I thought I did the tie right but I didn't pass out I tried it for likes 4 mins and I felt lightheaded but it won't work

How are you doing? It sounds really horrible what you went through and I hope you're okay!
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,447
Help me please I'm choking and I thought I did the tie right but I didn't pass out I tried it for likes 4 mins and I felt lightheaded but it won't work
I'm sorry you have to go that way at such young age, it's indeed a very hard way.
 

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