It's finally time for me to head out and follow my daughter to whatever comes next. I'm not sure what to say here even though I've read hundreds of goodbye threads.
I followed the 48 hour SN regimen of preloading metoclopramide. At 11 o clock tonight I shall take 3 doses of meto with tagamet and 50mg of propranolol(broken in quarters) then I will prepare and drink 35 grams(weight over 100kgs) of Sodium Nitrite in 50ml of distilled water. I will have a back up dose of 30g and a third dose of 25g just in case. I'm staggering my doses to each have 5g less than the first because regardless of vomiting I should have absorbed that much from the first dose and want to increase the chance of keeping subsequent doses down by decreasing the amount of toxin each time.
I probably won't post on this thread again. It's 6pm EST and I plan to drink it at midnight in 6 hours. I don't expect to have much to report because I'm taking propranolol and it seems to happen faster for those that do I may simply report that I've taken it and then fade away.
Mods: I have taken all precautions with my electronic devices and will be on the site until my last moment so please cross me out tomorrow or the next day.
I followed the 48 hour SN regimen of preloading metoclopramide. At 11 o clock tonight I shall take 3 doses of meto with tagamet and 50mg of propranolol(broken in quarters) then I will prepare and drink 35 grams(weight over 100kgs) of Sodium Nitrite in 50ml of distilled water. I will have a back up dose of 30g and a third dose of 25g just in case. I'm staggering my doses to each have 5g less than the first because regardless of vomiting I should have absorbed that much from the first dose and want to increase the chance of keeping subsequent doses down by decreasing the amount of toxin each time.
I probably won't post on this thread again. It's 6pm EST and I plan to drink it at midnight in 6 hours. I don't expect to have much to report because I'm taking propranolol and it seems to happen faster for those that do I may simply report that I've taken it and then fade away.
Mods: I have taken all precautions with my electronic devices and will be on the site until my last moment so please cross me out tomorrow or the next day.
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