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Ashborne_Quietus

Ashborne_Quietus

Member
Dec 27, 2025
10
I feel like my time has come. My life has never been easy. I've finished loading my gun. I know it only takes one bullet, but I feel better loading the whole slide.
My family just left to visit some relatives and I'm alone for two days. I finally feel at peace and finally there's nothing holding me back.
You're doing a good job with the forum. Stay united and get along with each other. I hug you all and thank the administration.
In two hours I'll be gone. Before I do that, I'll spend some time on the terrace looking at the sky and listening to the music I like and then I'll go back inside and call it a day. It's over.
 
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Cyc

Cyc

It's my fight and I choose to surrender.
Jan 22, 2026
171
I hope you find peace
 
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kufajoy

kufajoy

Misfit
Nov 6, 2025
229
Hope you have a smooth journey. Good luck friend will miss you ❤️
 
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Al_stargate

Al_stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
813
Sorry life brought you to this point. Wish you peace in whatever happens next!
 
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soul2realm

Member
Oct 12, 2025
233
Sorry to see you go. Even though, I myself want to end it but don't know why it just kind of hurts seeing another passenger leave. God bless you and loads of love.
 
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Arvayn

Arvayn

Face the end.
Nov 11, 2025
290
Although I never knew you, goodbye. I hope your passing will be as quick as possible.
 
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Arlowantsushi

Arlowantsushi

Trying my best
Feb 4, 2026
24
Goodbye stranger, I hope you feel at peace. I'm sorry life has brought you to this.
 
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hurb

hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
125
I wish you find peace , i wish to join u soon
 
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spero_meliora

spero_meliora

In hope for better things.
Jan 13, 2025
267
I'm sorry life brought you to this point, hope you've found your peace. 🫂 🖤
 
lanadelreyisgod223

lanadelreyisgod223

Member
Jan 9, 2026
28
no matter what happens, may you find kindness and warmth everywhere you go.
 
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
154
No matter what happens I wish you peace...
 
-Tandem-

-Tandem-

Member
Nov 25, 2018
85
Goodbye, friend. I know we don't know each other but I believe we still share a common pain. I'm probably not even talking to anyone now anyway. You fought hard and you're not weak. Bless your family and safe travels.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,112
I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
632
I feel like my time has come. My life has never been easy. I've finished loading my gun. I know it only takes one bullet, but I feel better loading the whole slide.
My family just left to visit some relatives and I'm alone for two days. I finally feel at peace and finally there's nothing holding me back.
You're doing a good job with the forum. Stay united and get along with each other. I hug you all and thank the administration.
In two hours I'll be gone. Before I do that, I'll spend some time on the terrace looking at the sky and listening to the music I like and then I'll go back inside and call it a day. It's over.
Such a beautiful goodbye message. The most beautiful i've seen so far. May you finally be free from all your torments and be at peace.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,581
I am so sorry you hurt like this. I wish none of us ever had to feel this way. May your journey to the other side be swift and painless and may you find your peace there. 🫂🫂
 
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seersduress

New Member
Nov 30, 2025
3
i hope you are loving that view, and enjoy the music. you deserve peace. you will be missed.
 

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