God I hate modern life

[Viceroy]

Its so dull and boring and lifeless and loveless for so many. Just a fancy form of slavery. Im not free. I want to be free. I've been ill for so long that I can never see myself getting anywhere or anything good in life, really. It just seems like a future of playing catch up forever, constantly being poor in debt, totally alone and in chronic pain. Why am I being forced to live out this life? Every now and then I will have an okay day, but only lasts a few days. I keep wanting to die. Im not even depressed. Drs try force their dumb op on u with SSRIs and shit. Cant u just wanna die without being 'depressed'. I hate the medical world. Just let us fucking die u scum

 

[Umbrellaterm]

Because money essentially.

 

[SmellyRat]

Depression is just a shaming tactic to get you the conform to this fucked up evil society.
Just like in the middle ages if you didn't conform they branded you a heretic....
Bastards.

 

[Viceroy]

Depression is just a shaming tactic to get you the conform to this fucked up evil society.
Just like in the middle ages if you didn't conform they branded you a heretic....
Bastards.

well ill almost certainly kill myself within 5 years tops. Im so done. Really... Im done. I just DONT care anymore. There is nothing good about my life. Killing myself seems like a reward, a treat. Like some would view a holiday.

BUT OF COURSE ITS MY SEROTONIN THAT NEEDS FIXING WITH DRUGS!! :)

Give me some fucking Nembutal instead cunts

 

[WornOutLife]

In spite being a NEET kinda addicted to technology, me too.
I wish I had been born in a prehistoric age and been killed by a wild animal when hunting.

 

[demuic]

Its so dull and boring and lifeless and loveless for so many. Just a fancy form of slavery. Im not free. I want to be free. I've been ill for so long that I can never see myself getting anywhere or anything good in life, really. It just seems like a future of playing catch up forever, constantly being poor in debt, totally alone and in chronic pain. Why am I being forced to live out this life? Every now and then I will have an okay day, but only lasts a few days. I keep wanting to die. Im not even depressed. Drs try force their dumb op on u with SSRIs and shit. Cant u just wanna die without being 'depressed'. I hate the medical world. Just let us fucking die u scum

Modern life is a sick joke.

 

[bornfree]

human cruelty and evil is well worth dying to escape from. No drug is going to change this truth but so has no psychiatrist.

Every memory i have of avoidable suicidal thoughts and feelings - so many memories

 

[yive]

life is suffering. anyway.
we are not «depressed», we simply do not want to suffer.

let us leave this hellish place, fucking slave owners

 

[bornfree]

life is suffering. anyway.
we are not «depressed», we simply do not want to suffer.

let us leave this hellish place, fucking slave owners

when living to keep on suffering even more suicidal thoughts and feelings is what everyone wants for you but you don't it is hell

 

[SmellyRat]

let us leave this hellish place, fucking slave owners

Since slavery has a negative connotation to it we are all now "workers".

 

[Frauw]

Yes it is, I just wish to be one with the earth. Return me to the soil.

 

[yive]

Since slavery has a negative connotation to it we are all now "workers".

in life we have suffering and deprivation.
deprivation means that all our pleasures are woven from suffering, since pleasures arise from satisfying imposed needs on us, which would otherwise turn into suffering.

death means no suffering, no deprivation. and there is nothing wrong or irrational in choosing death. so why don't they let us die?

exploitation...

 

[Astronomer]

Since slavery has a negative connotation to it we are all now "workers".

 

[Aurora]

I wish I had never left the void in the first place. I was never meant to be born into this family of toxic cunts. Every day I want to die in my sleep but keep waking up to this hellish simulation.

 

[sadworld]

I honestly don't understand how anyone wants to have children. Like what a fucked up monster must you be to bring more humans into this hell?

 

[SmellyRat]

I honestly don't understand how anyone wants to have children. Like what a fucked up monster must you be to bring more humans into this hell?

"But muh genes, i'm so special the world deserves to have my offspring"

 

[Gnip]

Since slavery has a negative connotation to it we are all now "workers".

 

[SmellyRat]

Btw we're the crazy ones for not wanting to slave away for 70 years

 

[Gnip]

Btw we're the crazy ones for not wanting to slave away for 70 years

When I entered the workplace, 65 was the mandatory retirement age, and vigorous employees in their early 60's were always bitching about being forced into retirement. Well, they eventually got their way, and millions who never wanted to work longer than 65 later got screwed for life because of changes to mandatory retirement ages.

However, a couple months after I began working, my department got a new manager who had served in the US Navy for 20 years, just long enough to get his pension. I thought that was great. Ultimately through disability, I actually was able to retire after laboring for less time than that Navy retiree did.

So being "crazy" is what actually spared me from having to slave away for 70 years.

Meanwhile, my girlfriend who I helped earn her PharmD went over $150,000 into debt and got her doctorate when she was older than I was when I qualified for SSDI. Despite a six figure starting pay, the combination of crushing student debt and ongoing expenses means she's stuck working for the next generation, doomed to work until she dies unless she really scrimps and saves. (As recently as 1976, all one had to do to become a registered pharmacist was pass a competency exam. Today, they require everybody to first have a doctorate AND board certification to become a registered pharmacist, forcing them to go hundreds of thousands into debt to qualify. My girlfriend says going to college was the biggest mistake of her life, that she should have remained in bartending and stayed debt free. Turns out that decades before we met, both of us had tended bar in our 20's. College is a major scam and ripoff.)

 

[PointlessStruggle]

Schopenhauer nailed this aspect of life. Happiness is fleeting and hard to obtain, especially now. Life's a treadmill and it's moving too fast

 

[Viceroy]

When I entered the workplace, 65 was the mandatory retirement age, and vigorous employees in their early 60's were always bitching about being forced into retirement. Well, they eventually got their way, and millions who never wanted to work longer than 65 later got screwed for life because of changes to mandatory retirement ages.

However, a couple months after I began working, my department got a new manager who had served in the US Navy for 20 years, just long enough to get his pension. I thought that was great. Ultimately through disability, I actually was able to retire after laboring for less time than that Navy retiree did.

So being "crazy" is what actually spared me from having to slave away for 70 years.

Meanwhile, my girlfriend who I helped earn her PharmD went over $150,000 into debt and got her doctorate when she was older than I was when I qualified for SSDI. Despite a six figure starting pay, the combination of crushing student debt and ongoing expenses means she's stuck working for the next generation, doomed to work until she dies unless she really scrimps and saves. (As recently as 1976, all one had to do to become a registered pharmacist was pass a competency exam. Today, they require everybody to first have a doctorate AND board certification to become a registered pharmacist, forcing them to go hundreds of thousands into debt to qualify. My girlfriend says going to college was the biggest mistake of her life, that she should have remained in bartending and stayed debt free. Turns out that decades before we met, both of us had tended bar in our 20's. College is a major scam and ripoff.)

I was literally going to try go to Uni for Pharm lol

 

[antigone_iris]

College is a major scam and ripoff

I second that. College was one of my biggest mistakes...