God... I feel so terrible. I've decided I'm going as soon as possible

[Thefuture]

I'm certain. I can't stop crying I feel so hopeless. I'm scared but I know I'll finally get the peace I want. I'll never find that here. I just hope wherever I'm going isn't any worse than here... it can't be. I want to go right now but the only option is the train nearby and I'm too pussy to go out that way. I know I can take the meds because I've already done it. I'm gonna have to source the amitriptyline. I really hope I can get the full amount asap. I'll make sure I have 8 grams. I don't want to be around any longer than a month. God, why did my life have to turn out this way. I'm so sad. I think I'll just leave my door room shut and leave out food for my cat. And hopefully send a time specific text or email. Not sure though if anyone has advice on letting someone know I'm dead so my cat can be looked after. I can't give her away beforehand... this is already enough emotional pain for me.

 

[makethepainstop]

When we are hurting, angry or afraid, our human brains do not make the best decisions. One should always study a subject, thoroughly to he certain of achieving a strongly desired goal. You are in control you have time. Calm, love and peace to you my friend.

When we are hurting, angry or afraid, our human brains do not make the best decisions. One should always study a subject, thoroughly to he certain of achieving a strongly desired goal. You are in control you have time. Calm, love and peace to you my friend.

When we are hurting, angry or afraid, our human brains do not make the best decisions. One should always study a subject, thoroughly to he certain of achieving a strongly desired goal. You are in control you have time. Calm, love and peace to you my friend.

 

[freedompass]

If you feel like sharing what's brought you to this I'm all ears. And regarding the cat yes, schedule an email to go out after 24 hours or as long as you need. You may even want to consider rehoming the cat ahead of time.

 

[Hollowillow]

I'm certain. I can't stop crying I feel so hopeless. I'm scared but I know I'll finally get the peace I want. I'll never find that here. I just hope wherever I'm going isn't any worse than here... it can't be. I want to go right now but the only option is the train nearby and I'm too pussy to go out that way. I know I can take the meds because I've already done it. I'm gonna have to source the amitriptyline. I really hope I can get the full amount asap. I'll make sure I have 8 grams. I don't want to be around any longer than a month. God, why did my life have to turn out this way. I'm so sad. I think I'll just leave my door room shut and leave out food for my cat. And hopefully send a time specific text or email. Not sure though if anyone has advice on letting someone know I'm dead so my cat can be looked after. I can't give her away beforehand... this is already enough emotional pain for me.

I'm so sorry... What happened?

Are you talking about the SN recipe or random pills? Pills rarely work...

I hope you'll find peace... And maybe you can discuss giving the cat, saying you're getting too tired to care for yourself so you are thinking of giving your cat. They'll be mentally prepared...

 

[Thefuture]

I'm so sorry... What happened?

Are you talking about the SN recipe or random pills? Pills rarely work...

I hope you'll find peace... And maybe you can discuss giving the cat, saying you're getting too tired to care for yourself so you are thinking of giving your cat. They'll be mentally prepared...

It is fatal. This graph shows some documented fatal cases.

 

[Hollowillow]

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It is fatal. This graph shows some documented fatal cases.

What drug is it... What for? Why aren't we using it instead of sn? Thanks

Best of luck noping out!

 

[Hollowillow]

There are so many you can actually go with even a Tylenol pm but you would suffer for a week. There are so many of such pills but yeah they aren't always fatal and mostly it is needed to combine them with alcohol else they don't work but 8gm of this one sounds nightmarish I don't even know if you can you would need like 500-800 pills for that I don't know what they meant by 8 grams
The web archive for Ash is still alive if you guys want to join I can't hold back any longer I will edit this out later. Anyone who is lucky would get access https://web.archive.org/web/20070123023138/http://ash.spaink.net/nazgmethods.html
It will be gone in an hour or half an hour. There is most of the information from one of the biggest pro choice groups it has info about drugs like tonnes of methods about hanging from anything you want now you should have a look at what Ash was there would be different links and other pro choice groups which worked in 2000s and 90s you are solely responsible for accessing the information and don't forget to read what Ash is and what Ash stares

Thank you. I have vision problems, I can't read dark blue on black. I need bkack on white. I wish I could download a pdf for once (i hate pdf format) Can't we have a version in our sticky treads?

Why take it down in 1h?

 

[hatehypocrisy]

I'm certain. I can't stop crying I feel so hopeless. I'm scared but I know I'll finally get the peace I want. I'll never find that here. I just hope wherever I'm going isn't any worse than here... it can't be. I want to go right now but the only option is the train nearby and I'm too pussy to go out that way. I know I can take the meds because I've already done it. I'm gonna have to source the amitriptyline. I really hope I can get the full amount asap. I'll make sure I have 8 grams. I don't want to be around any longer than a month. God, why did my life have to turn out this way. I'm so sad. I think I'll just leave my door room shut and leave out food for my cat. And hopefully send a time specific text or email. Not sure though if anyone has advice on letting someone know I'm dead so my cat can be looked after. I can't give her away beforehand... this is already enough emotional pain for me.

What happened? Can you talk?

 

[FuneralCry]

Life really is so cruel, and I do believe that there is no such thing as peace in this life, how could such a thing as peace even exist in a life like this. To me, there's certainly none. It sounds like you are suffering so much and I'm really sorry that life brought you to this point. I wish you freedom.