Giving life a chance

[MyFinalProject]

So I've been really bad this last week, I literally haven't left my room, I haven't eaten almost anything and I haven't even talked to anyone. During this period I had a lot of anxiety and I couldn't stop crying... I think I had a mental breakdown. Now that I'm a little better from these anxiety attacks, I've decided I don't want to live that way anymore, I'm tired of this thing, this repetitive cycle of pain and self-depreciation, I feel like I'm at rock bottom and I feel like a completely miserable human being, I do not want it anymore, I need to change. One good thing was that I stopped self-harm, I haven't done it for a while and for me that's a big step forward and it makes me happy. I just wanted to share this with you all

 

[zurukunai]

just know that from rock bottom it cannot get worse. I'm glad that you aren't harming yourself anymore. i believe that we can all do this as long as we still want to.

 

[IWillSurvive]

I'm really glad that you have the will to live and that you actually want to change your life. That will to get better is the hardest thing to achieve and also what makes life worth living. I'm currently trying my best on recovering that will, so I'm very happy you have it. I really wish you the best.

 

[arsenicheart]

You can do it, remember to appreciate small steps :)

 

[sadbeans]

I admire your determination for change, all the best!