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l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
106
What are you guys doing to give back to your friends/family or ease the suffering of your loss? For me:
- donating my hair. I have long healthy curly hair, so a few weeks before I CTB I'm going to cut it all off and donate it
- donating blood. I've never done it because I'm scared of needles but I might as well
- writing a will. I'm quite young to have one of these but my union membership allows me to do this for free. I've accumulated a decent amount of material assets over the years, most of which I plan to give to my 3 younger siblings, and the rest to friends.
- giving instructions on what I want to happen after my passing. I don't want it to have to be the responsibility of anyone else.
- paying off my lease. I don't want to have to force my roommates (my partner and one of my best friends) to urgently find new housing or be forced to break lease. I have enough in savings that I should be able to leave enough to them that they can pay off rent until our lease expires.
- being an organ donor. If I hang myself and am found within about 15-30 mins (I think I can make this happen by calling myself and implementing measures to slow them down) I may still be able to donate my organs.
- cleansing my digital footprint. I never want anyone to see my posts on this site or the amount of suicide notes I've written and deleted. I'll make sure only happy memories are left.

I really don't want my passing to be more of a burden than it already will be. Is there anything I've missed that I can do to make it easier?
 
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aufrechtm7

Getting through my filler arc
Feb 14, 2026
76
I have a few collectables that will probably go to my ex girlfriend if my parents don't want them. Otherwise I will leave my dog and the rest of my less notable possessions with my family (phone, computer, etc) and see if my little brother wants my "special" car.

I would love to donate organs if they'd be of use to someone else, even for research purposes. But I'm not sure how to go about that with my plan to ctb sadly.
 
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