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mycheckout

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Nov 4, 2024
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I've been planning to kill myself for a full year everyday. It's coming to a close. I will never accept myself.

How can I guarantee my family won't find my body? Absolute guarantee.
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
878
Clarify, your family never ever finding your body or your family not be the first ones who will find your body?
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

bark bark ᯓ★
Jul 25, 2024
687
Nowdays it's probably impossible to not be found unless you go to the mountains or something really fucking remote. I doub it though, even then a hiker or someone would see you., every land nowdays is either owned or watched by someone. maybe a dense forest and you're lucky for the animals to eat your body?
 
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mycheckout

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Nov 4, 2024
8
Clarify, your family never ever finding your body or your family not be the first ones who will find your body?
I don't even want them to see it. Their last memory of me won't be me dead.
Could renting a boat potentially work? I'm unsure how far I will have to go
 
Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
I've been planning to kill myself for a full year everyday. It's coming to a close. I will never accept myself.

How can I guarantee my family won't find my body? Absolute guarantee.
What is your method?
 
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mycheckout

Member
Nov 4, 2024
8
Why does that matter? I intend to die at sea. The only thing I personally care about is whether my body is recovered
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
878
If you never want to be found then do it in a sea in which there are many man-eating fish. If there arent such fish, chances are high that your body will be found.
 
zdeweilx

zdeweilx

It's over
Dec 15, 2025
190
It's almost impossible to be found except if you end up drowning
 
Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
678
Don't have your phone turned on in your pocket when picking a ctb location. This can geo locate you. Renting a boat is not a bad idea, if you can sink it with your body inside. Or deep in the woods, well away from established paths/trails.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
747
Why does that matter? I intend to die at sea. The only thing I personally care about is whether my body is recovered
Idk, I hope you can pull this off so it works out the way you want, but I also hope for their sake that you'll consider leaving a note or something so they don't just wonder about you forever. If it were my loved one, I'd prefer to know they're resting in peace rather than constantly worrying that they may be in absolute agony somewhere.
 
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mycheckout

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Nov 4, 2024
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Idk, I hope you can pull this off so it works out the way you want, but I also hope for their sake that you'll consider leaving a note or something so they don't just wonder about you forever. If it were my loved one, I'd prefer to know they're resting in peace rather than constantly worrying that they may be in absolute agony somewhere.
I'm scheduling some emails, so hopefully they'll get it. That's all I can do as of right now
 
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