Venting Getting ready once again

[finallydone]

i can't count the times i got ready for an attempt, but the most serious one was a year and a half when i climbed to the middle of a 30m high cellular tower, then froze in place like the coward i am, contemplated my miserable life for 30 mins, then got back down and went to sleep
this time however is a little different, since it's linked to a serious life choice i'd have to make on the 20th of this month, if things went as planned then hopefully i'll be gone peacefully
if not, then i'll have to delay the attempt to another time

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in what you decide.

 

[SVEN]

Every good wish, whatever the final outcome.