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kilowatt

kilowatt

Ciao mamacita
Sep 9, 2023
384
Yesterday I started writing the notes. Today I gave away a REALLY big part of my dearest belongings and spent some money on gifts. Right now Ițm going to continue with my notes, as it would be too overwhelming to write them all in one go.
My set date is getting closer and closer. I feel a little dumb making all the preparations a month prior but I really want to get everything right. This feels quite, freeing. I wish I could just stop attending to college and gain a little bit of time for myself, but I can't, or else people are gonna start asking questions. This makes it even more stressful.
I've been visiting the place more and more often, getting comfortable and trying to ignore the stares people give me when I run past. The method I'm going to use is train decapitation. I really hope everything goes as planned, since I thought about this for just so long, It's my last and only life goal. I'm almost excited.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,419
I wish you the best of luck with your plans.
 
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