Full suspension hanging failed

[imjustanemptyshell]

Yea I failed... couldn't go through... stuck on this earth. Sorry for posting so much...

 

[BLUE1970]

I'm sorry you're having a hard time, maybe re-evaluate with the notion that it just wasn't your time yet rather than believing you're a failure.

 

[WornOutLife]

Don't worry. I failed too (with partial).
Do your family know about it? I hope they don't because I don't want you to lose freedom just like I did.

 

[OminousVaL]

I understand, nothing about this is easy. You are not posting too much, in fact I would not mind hearing from you more.

 

[HelloHell]

It's okay, maybe it's just not your time yet
sending hugs

 

[imjustanemptyshell]

Thanks guys... but I need to go so bad.... SN is inaccessible where I live. So I chose hanging but it doesn't seem to be working out. Help....:(

 

[Chemicalcastration20]

I know this feeling.. I was sitting on a branch for hours yesterday, had the knot around my neck it was a 5metre drop.. I planned it well so it would hopefully break my neck.. Survival instinct and fear got the better of me.. Mainly that I could be dangling from the rope in alot of pain.

 

[darksideofthebright]

I am so sorry to hear that you are struggling emotionally. It is definitely difficult to live on knowing you could have ctb, but maybe it isn't time yet. The bus, however, will still be there for you when you want to catch it.

Don't worry about posting too much, we are all here to support you to our best capabilities so if you ever need to vent or talk, others and I are here for you. Sending you love.

 

[Time to fly]

For us it is better that you are posting, you have the support of so many here and seeing posts from you are good...please dont beat yourself up over this...