Venting fuck it

[imsotired005]

I know ODs on antidepressants are just suffering and may not kill me but fuck this fucking shit nothing i do will ever be enough

i sacrifice so many of my boundaries just to have them further stomped on any time i express this im so tired i love him but j can tell im just a fucking trophy i hage ahving bpd im losing my fucking mjnd rightnnow and about to lose my job on top of that i left all week j camt take jt anymore hes gonna leave me when i cut myself again anyways