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Droso

Droso

Born, survive, reproduce, die.
Dec 23, 2024
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And they of course are talking about their dreams for their academics and careers.

I remember when I used to be excited for the future. I'm just reminded of the fact that I'll never be able to feel that way.

I know they are all just deluded with idealism, but honestly? I miss being deluded too. I would probably feel different if CTB was more possible. But right now it's not.

It's hard to dissociate with people like that around.
 
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grapevoid

grapevoid

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Jan 30, 2025
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I hope you get through this day without too much stress ❤️
 
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Average Joe

Average Joe

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And they of course are talking about their dreams for their academics and careers.

I remember when I used to be excited for the future. I'm just reminded of the fact that I'll never be able to feel that way.

I know they are all just deluded with idealism, but honestly? I miss being deluded too. I would probably feel different if CTB was more possible. But right now it's not.

It's hard to dissociate with people like that around.
Playing the devil's advocate here, but how do you know they are deluded with idealism?
Each person has their own life with lots going on, different emotions, thoughts, goals and behaviours.

Idealism is an unrealistic belief. Now, I haven't heard their conversation; I'm just giving my contribution to your post, but being in university and talking to like-minded people about academics and careers doesn't sound like idealism.

You say you "miss being deluded too." What's preventing you from being optimistic about your academics and careers?

I hope my reply isn't too harsh or comes off the wrong way
 
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Droso

Droso

Born, survive, reproduce, die.
Dec 23, 2024
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Playing the devil's advocate here, but how do you know they are deluded with idealism?
Each person has their own life with lots going on, different emotions, thoughts, goals and behaviours.

Idealism is an unrealistic belief. Now, I haven't heard their conversation; I'm just giving my contribution to your post, but being in university and talking to like-minded people about academics and careers doesn't sound like idealism.

You say you "miss being deluded too." What's preventing you from being optimistic about your academics and careers?

I hope my reply isn't too harsh or comes off the wrong way
This was a vent and I honestly don't care enough to reply.
 

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