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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
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Still in the hospital

Yesterday I was on an accompanied walk with a health care and a bunch of other mental health patients.

Someone set a thrash can on fire. We turned around and an 80 year old patient , who is the trouble maker in the unit, was gone. We eventually found her hiding in the bushes.

We joked and said that she probably started the fire to distract us.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I can't help myself, but "accompanied walk" really sounds like you are treated like an imprisoned criminal.

I'm sorry you have to go through this. 🫂
 
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LostLily

LostLily

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I can't help myself, but "accompanied walk" really sounds like you are treated like an imprisoned criminal.

I'm sorry you have to go through this. 🫂
So far, everyone is very sweet. Food is not bad( better than my cooking🤣), we are allowed our tech devices, there is lounge with tv , full of books and board games.and the staff is so attentive and caring, and they organize daily actives several times a day for 4 days a week.

So far , it much better than I expected and since I'm in Canada everything is covered by our health care.
If I still stay good, they will upgrade my accompanied walk to an unaccompanied walk.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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So far, everyone is very sweet. Food is not bad( better than my cooking🤣), we are allowed our tech devices, there is lounge with tv , full of books and board games.and the staff is so attentive and caring, and they organize daily actives several times a day for 4 days a week.

So far , it much better than I expected and since I'm in Canada everything is covered by our health care.
Ok, that sounds really good! I wouldn't have expected this.

You're lucky!
 
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Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
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So far, everyone is very sweet. Food is not bad( better than my cooking🤣), we are allowed our tech devices, there is lounge with tv , full of books and board games.and the staff is so attentive and caring, and they organize daily actives several times a day for 4 days a week.

So far , it much better than I expected and since I'm in Canada everything is covered by our health care.
If I still stay good, they will upgrade my accompanied walk to an unaccompanied walk.
You said Canada which explains a lot, but what are you being involuntarily hospitalized for? That's a LONG ass time. In the U.S., it's 3 days, and then the hospital has to go to through the courts to prove you need an extension of your stay.

Also that sounds way better than it is here lol. They didn't allow phones, took away hoodies with strings, made us sleep with roommates, checked up on us at night, and made us do scheduled activities.

Hope you are doing well though. Sorry for whatever situation you are in :(.
 
LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
642
You said Canada which explains a lot, but what are you being involuntarily hospitalized for? That's a LONG ass time. In the U.S., it's 3 days, and then the hospital has to go to through the courts to prove you need an extension of your stay.

Also that sounds way better than it is here lol. They didn't allow phones, took away hoodies with strings, made us sleep with roommates, checked up on us at night, and made us do scheduled activities.

Hope you are doing well though. Sorry for whatever situation you are in :(.
Thanks.

Sorry, that your stay was rough. They also didn't allow my hoodie with strings and I have a roommate. If I took a private room, it would have cost me $200/day

I was hospitalized for ordering SN from
DMC.
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
642
You said Canada which explains a lot, but what are you being involuntarily hospitalized for? That's a LONG ass time. In the U.S., it's 3 days, and then the hospital has to go to through the courts to prove you need an extension of your stay.

Also that sounds way better than it is here lol. They didn't allow phones, took away hoodies with strings, made us sleep with roommates, checked up on us at night, and made us do scheduled activities.

Hope you are doing well though. Sorry for whatever situation you are in :(.
How did you pass the time without your phone!They don't allow charging cords I our room and if we need to charge we have to leave the phones in the front t desk.

Luckily, I have my kindle and switch to entertain me.

We do have scheduled activities , but they ar voluntary. I still do them all just to pas the time and I'm excited for the therapy dog visit today.🐕
 
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Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
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How did you pass the time without your phone!They don't allow charging cords I our room and if we need to charge we have to leave the phones in the front t desk.

Luckily, I have my kindle and switch to entertain me.

We do have scheduled activities , but they ar voluntary. I still do them all just to pas the time and I'm excited for the therapy dog visit today.🐕
You don't. You wish for sleep, but your stuck in the main room with a single fucking tv, some couches and futons, a table with a board game, and a bunch of other miserable people who don't want to be there
 
LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
642
You don't. You wish for sleep, but your stuck in the main room with a single fucking tv, some couches and futons, a table with a board game, and a bunch of other miserable people who don't want to be there
Dang that does sound rough. Sorry you want through that, but you did survive the experience.
 
Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
764
Dang that does sound rough. Sorry you want through that, but you did survive the experience.
Yes, and it taught me to never tell my parents how I'm feeling again lmao
 
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