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Melliodrama

Melliodrama

Member
Jan 26, 2019
43
Hey...
Guess im seqching again... I just dont know whats possible to get prepare for me...
Just a basic info: im from Europe( more precise Germany) so theres a lot of stuff controlled by the eu or the customs and hard to get.

And the biggest No-Go is other people, like I want to keep the chance to traumatise someone as mall as possible... (Jumping in front of a train, the driver and sometimes the customers can see em die... And dont vorget the people who have to collect the bodyparts)
And i dont have a possibility to jumpf from a height, the only building high enough is secured super well( like you cant eve open a window lol) and it would be VERY SUSPICIOUS if i would drive to another city, because i should be veery busy with exams rn....and i dont have a car or something.

Maybe you have a recommendation for me .. Maybe a way to overdose, idk? It just seems easier to prepare in secret...

THX in advance
Mel
 
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Sickman75

Sickman75

Swing On The Spiral
Jan 27, 2019
572
I just sAw this..can you get heroin? We're talking about it now a few threads down. Come check it out.
 
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Melliodrama

Melliodrama

Member
Jan 26, 2019
43
I just sAw this..can you get heroin? We're talking about it now a few threads down. Come check it out.
Hm... Maybe... I dont really have an overview about the marked here and if its trustworthy
But maybe its an good method
 
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Sickman75

Sickman75

Swing On The Spiral
Jan 27, 2019
572
Hm... Maybe... I dont really have an overview about the marked here and if its trustworthy
But maybe its an good method
Can you order of the internet?
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
Are you able to obtain SN in germany? Because DMSO is available worldwide and easier to get. Or how about liquid nicotine? You can get them easily if your country allows vaping.
 
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Sickman75

Sickman75

Swing On The Spiral
Jan 27, 2019
572
Are you able to obtain SN in germany? Because DMSO is available worldwide and easier to get. Or how about liquid nicotine? You can get them easily if your country allows vaping.
Where do buy dmso at?
 
21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
Hi, im in the country next to yours. Its frustrating indeed, methods like firearms are impossible for us because of the EU-restrictions. That's why I've decided on hanging. It is accessible. However, one person will have to find your body. I'm afraid that's a consequence with many methods though, heroin overdose included.
 
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Sickman75

Sickman75

Swing On The Spiral
Jan 27, 2019
572
Amazon, health food stores, horse shops, country stores, etc.
I'm assuming buying the liquid and not the gel is what is suggested?
.do you just fall asleep with this stuff?
 
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Made4TV

Made4TV

A hopeless hope junkie
Sep 17, 2018
575
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/experiment-worked-almost-died.11209/
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
I'm assuming buying the liquid and not the gel is what is suggested?
.do you just fall asleep with this stuff?

Correct, don't use the gel it's not strong enough. You'll need the liquid 60% purity or higher, after 90% I heard it doesn't make much of a difference. The pricing is still low regardless of what purity you get. Respiratory depression is the feeling you get when not enough oxygen is powering your brain and lungs. You get tired, you get drowsy, your head hurts and your body telling you to lay down.
 
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Sickman75

Sickman75

Swing On The Spiral
Jan 27, 2019
572
Correct, don't use the gel it's not strong enough. You'll need the liquid 60% purity or higher, after 90% I heard it doesn't make much of a difference. The pricing is still low regardless of what purity you get. Respiratory depression is the feeling you get when not enough oxygen is powering your brain and lungs. You get tired, you get drowsy, your head hurts and your body telling you to lay down.
Would I feel suffocating or more like I ran a mile or two?
 
Melliodrama

Melliodrama

Member
Jan 26, 2019
43
Hi, im in the country next to yours. Its frustrating indeed, methods like firearms are impossible for us because of the EU-restrictions. That's why I've decided on hanging. It is accessible. However, one person will have to find your body. I'm afraid that's a consequence with many methods though, heroin overdose included.
Jeah i know... I just want to keep ut as harmless as possible for them (idk maybe thats weird) it just shoundt be a kimda Massacre scene... Guess hanging would be a way... Are there any threads here where i can read more into that?
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
Jeah i know... I just want to keep ut as harmless as possible for them (idk maybe thats weird) it just shoundt be a kimda Massacre scene... Guess hanging would be a way... Are there any threads here where i can read more into that?

Look through the [Resources] megathread pinned above the forum for the hanging megathread. Can't link it right now as I'm on my phone.
 
H

Heart Shards

The shards of my broken heart cut deep.
Feb 3, 2019
535
personally, i've decided on the SN method. no telling what my last minutes will be like though.
 
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