Story FINALLY

[_elliott]

i just ordered sodium nitrite!!! i'm hoping it's good. it's two LB and it was rather expensive but it was the easiest i could get!!! here's hoping it's pure, it'll be here the 12th of nov. !!! please keep your spirits for me that everything turns out okay!!! i'm so excited it's so close i can taste it!!!!

 

[czx85]

good job done man! Did uou get other supplements ready? Like the anti-vomit medicines, SN test kits,

 

[Someone123]

Of course with the SN method there are other miedications to get, and often compromises with some of these since some are prescription, so there is more to do to get an effective kit togther, at least according to Stan's Guide.

 

[gorillazlover]

good job done man! Did uou get other supplements ready? Like the anti-vomit medicines, SN test kits,

SN test kits ? what's that ?

 

[_elliott]

good job done man! Did uou get other supplements ready? Like the anti-vomit medicines, SN test kits,

i found out online through other sources that test kits are un-needed! all i need to do is prick a bit of blood and see if the color changes. if it changes to an orangey, brownish-blue, i'm golden!
as for anti-vomit .. i might have some at home, i used to be on anti-psychotics which i read double as anti-vomit medications! if not, since i have TWO whole pounds of this stuff, i'll just keep drinking it until it works. i was even considering duct tape or something else to make sure i don't puke it all up. gross but it's what i have to resort too right now.

i have my whole plan and research ready!! i'm very excited <3 should be at peace within an HOUR if i do everything alright.

 

[gorillazlover]

i found out online through other sources that test kits are un-needed! all i need to do is prick a bit of blood and see if the color changes. if it changes to an orangey, brownish-blue, i'm golden!
as for anti-vomit .. i might have some at home, i used to be on anti-psychotics which i read double as anti-vomit medications! if not, since i have TWO whole pounds of this stuff, i'll just keep drinking it until it works. i was even considering duct tape or something else to make sure i don't puke it all up. gross but it's what i have to resort too right now.

i have my whole plan and research ready!! i'm very excited <3 should be at peace within an HOUR if i do everything alright.

just beaware any substance that gets into your body intravenously is going to be more potent so even the slightest amount of sodium nitrite that would get inside you by accident or even on purpose is going hit you way harder.

 

[_elliott]

just beaware any substance that gets into your body intravenously is going to be more potent so even the slightest amount of sodium nitrite that would get inside you by accident or even on purpose is going hit you way harder.

i was planning to pour my blood on another surface to test, thank you for the info tho!

 

[Someone123]

i was planning to pour my blood on another surface to test, thank you for the info tho!

Too much SN can cause vomiting and this may make things more difficult. Following is the link to Stan's guide on this site. It's well worth reading to try to get things to have their best chance: : https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans. I understand it must be a relief knowing you will have a way to exit this life. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[_elliott]

I wish you the best with your plans. I understand it must be a relief knowing you will have a way to exit this life. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

thank you!!! it feels good. finally, for the first time in a long time, i feel truly happy. nine more days!!