Finally found perfect technique for partial but servival instinctkiking in

[Leo]

I tried partial 5 - 6 time, and it worked perfectly without hurting air pipe but as soon as I am close to getting unconsciousness I'm standing up and realising pressure. Need more 3 - 4 secs but really hard to put enough courage.
I was doing without drugs or alcohol. Anyway they won't help me.

Any other inspiration or ideas?

 

[Leo]