Final goodbye :)

[carys]

It is currently around 1 in the morning and I have the house to myself. I am going to set up everything very soon in the back of my garden. I have practiced tying a slipknot multiple times and now I am more certain than last time that this is going to work, I feel prepared and ready. I hope it works and I can finally find some peace, I've been waiting so long for this and it's nearly time. I have this weird feeling in my chest and it is something I've never felt before my other suicide attempts. I feel so calm and relaxed, it's like nothing could stop me anymore. Anyways, I'd like to say goodbye to everyone here and I hope you all find your peace too :)

 

[spanishguy22]

you're only 14... are you sure :(

 

[Alchemist]

Hope you find the peace you never found in life.

 

[JadedGray]

Sorry it came to this, especially given your age. :(

 

[JoeFailure]

It is currently around 1 in the morning and I have the house to myself. I am going to set up everything very soon in the back of my garden. I have practiced tying a slipknot multiple times and now I am more certain than last time that this is going to work, I feel prepared and ready. I hope it works and I can finally find some peace, I've been waiting so long for this and it's nearly time. I have this weird feeling in my chest and it is something I've never felt before my other suicide attempts. I feel so calm and relaxed, it's like nothing could stop me anymore. Anyways, I'd like to say goodbye to everyone here and I hope you all find your peace too :)

I want you to have peace but if you really are just 14, please know that there's a whole world outside of what you have right now. Once you're 18, you can get out and do whatever you want.

But if this is really it, I wish you all the best and all of the luck.

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

As sad as I am, I am also extremely jealous. I wish I did it when I was your age. Living as long as I did only brought me more pain and suffering.
Anyways, if you really do go forward with it, rest in peace, and I hope you find freedom on the other side

 

[Worndown]

I am sorry I was offline. Best wished!

 

[Macc Lad]

 

[Macc Lad]

if you succeeded.......i take comfort that you gave me a virtual hug on inbox before you left.

 

[lostangel]

It is currently around 1 in the morning and I have the house to myself. I am going to set up everything very soon in the back of my garden. I have practiced tying a slipknot multiple times and now I am more certain than last time that this is going to work, I feel prepared and ready. I hope it works and I can finally find some peace, I've been waiting so long for this and it's nearly time. I have this weird feeling in my chest and it is something I've never felt before my other suicide attempts. I feel so calm and relaxed, it's like nothing could stop me anymore. Anyways, I'd like to say goodbye to everyone here and I hope you all find your peace too :)

good luck I hope it goes well and you find peace <3

 

[DepressionsAHo]

Gosh this tears me apart. I understand it given that I tried roughly around your age but you're 14. 14 years old hun. My gosh
Some do get better, most do actually

 

[Extremly kind <3]

Gosh this tears me apart. I understand it given that I tried roughly around your age but you're 14. 14 years old hun. My gosh
Some do get better, most do actually

He did not do it as he was last seen on 6th June.

 

[saomao]

good luck