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HighwayToHell

HighwayToHell

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Jan 29, 2020
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Ever since I brought my nitrite it feels like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
Even my attitude towards the shipping date has changed. The wait is good, gives me plenty of time to reflect on life, ponder the afterworlds and say my goodbyes.
I don't feel anger or a sense of urgency anymore, just a calming ease and acceptance.

I'll be gone soon
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
Having my ingredients at hand always makes me rest easier. Knowing I have a choice is a great thing.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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Glad you are feeling more at peace, and ordering my SN did the same for me. It was a great feeling when it arrived.
 
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HorribleFeelings1

HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
321
Ever since I brought my nitrite it feels like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
Even my attitude towards the shipping date has changed. The wait is good, gives me plenty of time to reflect on life, ponder the afterworlds and say my goodbyes.
I don't feel anger or a sense of urgency anymore, just a calming ease and acceptance.

I'll be gone soon
I JUST got my SN and I'm still in pain but ready to leave this bitch
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
That is a common feeling. Your security blanket arrived. Now you know you are completely in control of your own destiny. :)
 
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