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WhenTheyCry

WhenTheyCry

Experienced
Jun 25, 2022
269
Feeling better after taking depakote, but now I've lost all my strength and can't go to the gym anymore

These pills make me weak, I can barely do one rep now when in the past I could've done several more. The psych ward's weirdly delicious food has made me gain so much weight, I look disgusting in the mirror.
 
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damaged_soul

Student
Jul 30, 2022
199
Oh dear. Yet another reason why I need to get ctb right the first time so I don't have to go to the psych ward!
 
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nosoul

Arcanist
Apr 1, 2023
453
Feeling better after taking depakote, but now I've lost all my strength and can't go to the gym anymore

These pills make me weak, I can barely do one rep now when in the past I could've done several more. The psych ward's weirdly delicious food has made me gain so much weight, I look disgusting in the mirror.
Ugh I just got put on depakote,I'm already weak and wanting to ctb, I feel it's beginning of the end. I'm already numb, feeling weak and unmotivated, your post concerns me.

It causes weight gain I know that, supposedly stimulates hunger.
 

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