Feeling about ctb going more quiet

[Kikoo Loool]

I feel more and more quiet about the idea of ctb. I have strong mood changes and even when I feel really depressed I used to be afraid of kms. But for a few weeks, I consider quietly methods and planning the great day and I more and more feel it like a great freedom. It may mean that I'm ready yo do it?

 

[GeorgeJL]

I feel more and more quiet about the idea of ctb. I have strong mood changes and even when I feel really depressed I used to be afraid of kms. But for a few weeks, I consider quietly methods and planning the great day and I more and more feel it like a great freedom. It may mean that I'm ready yo do it?

I know what you mean I am at peace too ever since I got N. Even though I don't plan on CTB for a few decades from now when I'm an old man hopefully.