Feel like ctb but survival Instinct stops me.

[meowcat]

I guess if I had N,I would feel empowered.
However,to be here and speaking to you guys and girls is therapeutic.
Better than Pychologists and all those who sing the same pro life song.
Thank you all especially the administrators who have made this possible.

 

[BurningLights]

Totally agree, Almost too therapeutic for me

 

[Shewaitsforme]

100% know what you mean, i have the suff so why cant i still do it. Survival instict to too much but is it because we are not suicidal enough or is it just that good old natural survival bullshit

 

[piratemaverick]

I guess if I had N,I would feel empowered.
However,to be here and speaking to you guys and girls is therapeutic.
Better than Pychologists and all those who sing the same pro life song.
Thank you all especially the administrators who have made this possible.

i feel the same way. i think one more push over the edge in life to make me snap might just be enough to say fuck it and go through with it. But every time i try i always get a feeling of "not just yet" survival instinct is a bitch.