Venting Failed partial

[mylastserenade]

I tried partial hanging a couple of times today but failed. Got nowhere near passing out. Now i feel like an even bigger failure.
Been sitting in my car in the garage for 2 hrs now just staring at the wall. I dont want to live, my pain and sorrow is to much but i cant even kill myself.
I want to leave the car and go home its getting cold here but its like im stuck in the chair.

Wish there were a perfect place for me to try the charcoal method but i cant find that place

 

[Lordsudbury]

How did you try to do it ? (Partial)

 

[mylastserenade]

How did you try to do it ? (Partial)

I tied a rope to a stick and had it outside the bathroom door and closed it, then took the slip knot around my neck and tried the positions ive seen on the forum and on other sites.

 

[StuFin]

"Been sitting in my car in the garage for 2 hrs now just staring at the wall. ....... Wish there were a perfect place for me to try the charcoal method but i cant find that place "

Maybe you've been looking at that wall too long?

 

[sadworld]

Partial really doesn't seem easy. Good luck with your future attempts.

 

[TripleA]

I dont understand how someone can sucesfuly ctb with partialy. Full or not at all

 

[mylastserenade]

it looks so easy tho in this video

 

[Lordsudbury]

Thanks for the video. I have a partial set up on my roof that I've been practicing with

 

[grungeCat]

I have tried partial hanging and also failed. It was such a big disappointment. I gave up this method after that failure.

 

[fox21132113]

My car is my safe place. I curl up and daze out